I am so thankful for the sympathies from everyone. I had Cowboy cremated and put in a beautiful urn. we buried Ruby in a beautiful little casket.
My birthday was 1 week after I lost the birds to this tragedy and my boyfriend surprised me with a gift. It was a framed and matted picture of me kissing Cowboy that he had taken one morning. I had been asleep and Cowboy flew onto my bed to wake me like he always did.
The only color in the picture was Cowboys face. I hope it shows up so you can see it. The inscription says "Katie and Cowboy" underneath it has one of his feathers in the frame. I still look at it and cry. Will I ever be able to stop missing him? I feel so hopeless without him. Cherish every minute you have with them.
PS if you can see the picture Look at the shadow behind Cowboy. Doesn't it look like his spirit reflecting off of the wall. That happened on its own we can't explain it.
