Oh Diane,
I'm so sorry. I'm thinking about you and your baby every day. I pray for both of us...
Yes, you're right. It's one of the worst things what happened to me in my whole life. I feel so helpless, scared all the time, my stomach hurts...
I can't exist normally. We were supposed to buy a house...I don't care anymore. The only thing I can think about is my Twinkie.
Yesterday I received a call from another "lost bird" family. Their tiel got lost the same day like my Twinkie. I contacted them and we promised each other to call with every news. You never know what another bird you can find on your journey.
So this very nice man called yesterday that Paprika was found dead two streets down and their dearch is over. The neighbor found him last week, but noticed the flyer just yesterday. So they didn't have a chance to bury him
. But at least they have a closure. They will grieve, but they will move on. I'm still shaking imagining my boy hurt or worse. And there's a chance I will never know
. That thought rips my heart out...
I'm crying rivers again.
Diane, I will pray for your Marvin as well. Let's hope God will help us. I've read so many stories about reuniting. 90% of the people gave up after few days and their birds were found. Why our babies can't be found? What have we done wrong?
Also I'm being harassed by a teenager again. Tonight she called three times. The second time she was whispering " I got your bird. I ATE it. It's cut into pieces" or something like that. I cut her off. What kind of person does something like that? I just hope that a big reward will prevent them from hurting my boy...
Hugs and prayers,
Katie.