[luvourpets]

My Dear Sunkiss, O how I miss you. I am so sorry that you have to go through all that pain and agony. I wish I was home, I wish I checked on you right away as I always do. I am sorry I was tired and sleepy that day, I wish I was there with you. I blame myself for not being responsible father, I blame myself for buying that toy for you. I miss you my son, I miss you so much. As I write this my tears wont stop falling down my cheek, thats because I love you. I am so sorry, please forgive. I woke up today like always to check up on you and play with you. Now you are not around, I feel an empty space, something is missing and thats you. I cry every time I play with your brother Sunny, I miss seeing you two play, I miss your kisses, your scream and your cuddles. O how I miss you. I wish I never bought that toy that killed you, I am sorry son, I didn't know. I miss you so much, I promise your brothers and sisters will have only safer toys, I promise to checkup on them even though I am too tired even for one day I will never stop the same routine. If only I have been there you could be alive today. I love you son, R.I.P. Love, daddy Jimmy