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yes but i still miss him so much. i feel very guilty for what i did. i think i just told myself he'd be better off when i could have just stayed home more and played with him..
he was a sulpher crested cockatoo. very possesive of me, very big and mean to people. loud, screamed morning and night and was a general pain in the bum but i loved him so so much despite it, or maybe because of it :) it's funny, i went from one loud jealous bird, to another.. LOL i must have bad self esteem to be chasing these unhealthy relationships!!
umm yeah anyway i feel better after writing this. none of my friends understood my sadness after i gave him away and i didn't have anyone to talk to that didn't just say 'you'll get over it.' i don't think anyone understands the bond you have with a bird like that unless you have one.. no one needs to say anything to me, i'm ok really, i just had to get it out and grieve.
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