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Omg I Havent Came Here Forever Since My Last Budgie Died About A Year Ago And Im Afraid Sooooo Afraid My Budgie Is Dead Aswell Now Too!!!!i Put Him On The Back Porch To Give Him Some Outside Time Which I Never Do And When I Came Outside To Get Him He Was Upset So I Went To Take Him Out To Hold Him Again And Baaaaammm He Flew Outta My Hands Over The Fence And Im The Neighbors Yard Welll I Jumped The Fence Top Seee Noooooooooooooo Bird Anywhere I Walked Around Listening For Him Then I Heard Fldfldfldfldfldfld Like He Just Flew Away From Me In Some Direction,that I Couldnt See And Thats It I Been Trying To Find A Trace Or Glimpse Of Him But Nope Nothing I Left His Cage Outside Where He Flew Outta It But I Know How This Goes!!!i Read Alot Of These Stories And Im Sure He Wont Come Back And Worse He Will Die From This 100 Degree Weather And Starve For Sure!!!my Gcc Doesnt Know Anything Is Wrong But Im Soooooooooo In Aaww Right Now I Cant Cry Or Be Mad Im Just Like Sittin Here Thinking As Im Typing He Is Hungry Or Is Wounded Or Both!!i Told Some Neighbors Around Here And Looooked In Their Yards Aswell But 2 Yards Are Verrryyyy Dirty But Im Sure He Wouldnt Wanna Hide Under Stuff He's A Bird For God Sakes He Wants To See Things Coming At Him! I Looked High And Low Around My House Went Around The Block,nothing!!!!!!!omg Omg Omg Just This Morning I Fed Him Washed His Bowls And He Gave Me The "wings Up" Like He Does Eeeevvveerrryyyday I Wish Someone Knoew What To Do Or How This Feels To Be Unsure And Know He's Somewhere Out There!!!"sighs" I Dont Think I Can Do This!!!!and I Went From A Clipped Wing Guy To Wanting Them To Feel The Freedom To Fly,now Im Gonna Chop Off My Gcc's Wings Screw Letting Them Grow In Like I Did For My Budgie!!!!my Budgie Can Fly About 20 Feet Then Drops And It Takes Alot Outta Him To Keep Doin This So Im Very Worried About Him On Many Levels.i Just Needed To Vent And Tonight Will Be One Of The Hardest Nights Iv Had I Will Think Of Him And How He Feels And Will For Sure Cry All Night.i Dont Know How To Feel Mad,sad,dont Wait Keep Looking For Days? I Just Dont Know...and Its Harder Sitting Here,but I Been Looking For Him For 5 Hrs With No Sighting And Been Over The Same **** Twice And 3 Times I Wanna Blow My Head Off Its So Frustrating!im Done Cant Keep Typing Or Ill Go On Allday Just Trying To Keep My Mind Busy!